-{ Maybe }-

These things are frustrating
The fear and caution
Tearing me apart
Inside out
Upside down
Through and through
Over and over again
I'm finished
I'm dead
It's over
And I feel lifeless
Loveless
Worthless
Helpless
A bit crazy from the numbness
Nerves racked to the core
Shaking, heart beating
Faster and faster
I want to run
Scream
Be heard
Be seen
Be anything
Anywhere
But here
Right now all is dead to me
All is ending and ended
Everything is falling apart
And getting stacked against you
I don't care anymore
I'm done
Done
Done
Done
If I keep saying that
Maybe I'll believe it
Maybe it'll be true
Maybe one day
One day
I'll be done with you
Forever
Like a haunting
Your ghost follows me
Tripping me
Laughing
You want me to become a fool
You want me unhappy
You want me
But it's over
So I fight you
Every day I fight you
Every minute I fight you
For what?
To end this
To believe
I'm done
And it's over
For good
And this time
Maybe I'll mean it
Maybe
Because maybe is the only word
That doesn't hurt so much
Right now

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