-{ I Am }-

I am stupid
I am wrong
I am fighting (for a lost cause)
I am worried
I am sad
I am clawing at falling sand

But I will
Be stronger
Be better
Keep promises
Love more
Let you in
Let you leave... if that's what you decide to do

I am so distracted
But I am thinking
Of you
And hoping maybe
Things will get better
If I stick to my decision
And never let myself down again
And never lose you again

I am battling
But I refuse to lose
I will win this time
Because I want to
I deserve to
I want this
And I'm hoping you do too

Shut me down now
If this isn't what you want

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